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Getting to know me is rough... I don't trust anyone and earning that trust can be difficult. I'm a bit of a mystery and the amount you get to know me will vary upon my trust level. If you're curious I encourage you to give a shot at getting to know me. I'm this way from experience, I'm aware of who I am as a person, I'm comfortable with that person, and I will always know better. I don't mean to be so cynical but I can't help it.

Some people would say I'm at least a little crazy and I'd be inclined to agree, but I've yet to meet anyone who is as "perfect" as they may pretend to be and don't exactly know what to classify as "crazy" these days. I'm quiet, like to sit back and watch and get used to environments I'm new to. Because of this I seem shy but I assure you I am not. Everyone is pushing some kind of facade and I can look past that and see to the real person and I like to know who I'm dealing with before I deal with them. What you see from me is who I am but only to a certain level. I will let you see only what I want you to see, the deeper you get the closer you will be to me and if I trust you that much I can rest easier.

In most cases, if you can't be patient and earn my respect and trust then I will not like you and you're going to push me further and further away. In that case you probably don't want to get to know me and have some other kind of motive or you just need someone to talk to. I'll shoot the shit with you but you don't need to know me. Beyond that you can spectate or pass me by.

How to Start a Cult Teaser Trailer is here!

 

Work on my new short film has begun! Get ready! SHARE this trailer, LIKE this trailer, SUBSCRIBE to my channel and lets make this one go viral! OBEY!

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Video Capture

So I was testing some of the Magix software with the Roxio Video Capture USB that came with the Roxio VHS to DVD software. While doing so I discovered with this combo I can record Dreamcast videos from my VCR. Up until this point I really haven't cared to much for Magix but the video capture program has given me ultimate control over my video capturing. This should come in handy later on! I also think the quality came out a whole let better than with the VHS to DVD software to...

Check out so House of the Dead footage I captured: 

 The House if the Dead II and the Dreamcast logo are property of Sega and no copyright is intended.

Don't mess with my films!

READ THIS FIRST!

Props for creating scenes that police official's can't say is fake without proper investigation! Now, while I do partake in torture porn it's not something I fancy. I did get really into Saw and Hostel but this isn't the type of movie I usually seek out. I'm more into the idea of creating something so real that one can't decipher from fantasy and reality. Pushing the bar to such a point you effect someones sense of reality should be something any story teller should appreciate! If you start messing with someones right to create and express themselves freely though then we all need to be worried. The content doesn't matter, don't like it, don't watch it. Don't like serial killers then advocate proper mental health care. The serial killers never came for movies! There had to be someone to inspire most of these ideas. Where did those folks get their inspiration? Jack the Ripper, Ed Gain, Jeffrey Dahmer, Charles manson, etc... All these folks inspired movies but never came from movies! The thought that violent movies corrupt "normal" or "innocent" minds and breed serial killers is ridiculous. People without some kind of issue prior to a movie just do not act out this way and most of the people who have were inspired by real life events and not movies! I.E. abuse from piers and parents or corrupt teachings from mentors. Why is it the battle we fight is never against the things that truly breed hate? Breaking down the first amendment and telling someone what is okay to express and why defeats the purpose of it in the first place! We are violent by nature and when you allow someone breach that part of a young persons mind, you allow them to create a violent adult. The real efforts should be against abusive parents and piers as well as the wasted time, money and efforts against these film makers who ninety percent of the time are in defense of those people. This guy creates some intense imagery and has done great film work but he does not deserve to be arrested for creating art! Whether or not you like the materiel he's created is beside the point... No one should advocate this!

December 16th, 2012

The few materiel things I want anymore are patches, dental floss to sew with, old t-shirt scraps to put together cloths and materials to create... Most of these things can come pretty easy and for little to no money. Just proves to me I can be totally satisfied while avoiding most fiscal things. Still every once in a while I need money and really get consumed by the fact I need that chedda... Can I be comfortable and freelance? That's the question at hand now. I'm going to try a whole buncha stuff to support myself without giving into the ideals of the ones who control our financial institutions and then write about it. Something about living as an artist and supporting yourself without giving up all of your time and letting go of morals. Actually that sounds like a really awesome way to get more content into the blog.

Tacky Christmas light display for 2012 and one classy tree

One hell ova tree! Quite classy to...

Whole house from a distance.

Close up...

Another close up...

And we only get to celebrate the end of the world once in a life time so the Mayan calender! Might be Aztec, it was meant to be... As far as I know they're both the same thing anyway....

For Finn

People like to hear themselves talk...

I'd like to see a politician or public speaker who'd bring people on stage with them and have them explain their opinions. I bet you nine out of every ten people who claim someone is a Communist, socialist, like Hitler or any thing like that couldn't even explain to you why they think that much less even define the words or the difference between them. It's easy to just bark out something like that when you don't have to explain yourself. How many people do you think could even explain why they think such things? If you pulled those people on stage to explain themselves after shouting something like that I bet most of them would talk them self into a circle or stand there like a deer in headlights.... I just wish people had more common sense and actually knew what they were talking when they spoke on things that effect everyone as a whole.

Also it's Dec. 2nd and it's 64 degrees in Owensboro KY... Is that normal?

New YouTube content!

New video up on YouTube which can also be seen here in the Film and Video section. Two Years of EXPLOSIONS and Pyromania! Go check it out!